my best friend ..

somehow I have to say that you're so mean to me ..
since your presence ..
my life more colorful ...
you fill in the corners of my heart ...
coloring my days ...
fill the void of my soul ...
although not say to you, rest assured that you're always in my heart ..
forever

if I'm quiet ..
then that's when I so need your presence
if I'm alone ..
then that's when you're expecting to accompany me ..
when I'm sad,
then that's when I need a hug and advice from you ..
when I'm guilty ..
then that's when I want to listen to the words from you ..
"It's okay, I'm your friend. Nothing is wrong .. I forgive you because I love you"

when I'm happy,
I want you to always be near me ...
feel what I feel ..
because happiness is not complete without you ..

I want you to love me as it is,,
I want you to love me for no reason ...
because I will it to you ..
I wish you could understand and comprehend my best ..
because that's what I do for you ..
I want you to always remember me in your heart ..
until the smallest thing in my life ..
because you're trying to understand you best ...

maybe I'm not a poet who every day say the words of love to you ..
but please know ..
I always pray that we are always together,
forever ....

love you with all my heart ..